Life of Buck

Friday, July 29, 2005

back pack k-nap sack fuzzed face slutttt

thanks to jon i like eve 6 now...mrrr....

and i keep listening to that think twice song, and i have no clue why i like it so much. oh vell..... *funny look* why must i pick everything people do up???

currently my mood is resntful, and confused, and wondering if my worst nightmare has come true. and believe me, that takes a lot.

so ben hanson, ezra, isaiah and me are playing tennis tonight right? and lo and behold i see amanda hogan out in the field across the street, and i'm thinking, boy oh boy! and then..*pauses to kill a bug* ben joins her and they're playing two person volleyball or something. get this! their friend alan is hitting against the backboard near the courts, and then they meet, and ben, amanda, and alan all come within a 100 feet of us...but when they leave, never stop to say hi, or..bye. and then they play more field volleyball....

so i get tired and stressed. and still at that point can't push away eve 6 songs from my head.

Talking about something else now though...

I didn't go to bed til 2 last night..I can't remember why...

So I woke up at 11, and alter took a 15 minute shower!!! And then Isaiah and I were driven to the harding tennis picnic. And our lovely disfunctional tennis team were in this big field playing football with a powerade bottle.

i took a picture of it.

and i ate 3 hotdogs, two ice cream things and a m&m cookie. and two waters..

steph and cerise even came, and i won this stupid lime greeen bracelet in the raffle, haha. i talked to josh and timothy somewhat with isaiah cause they always seem to follow him around. it's weird. and i told paul, ashley, josh, tim, and isaiah my dream from last night!

we got a dog, and then i was happy because i could walk around the neighborhood without being raped with a dog. (I said the r word too in my dream story hahaha) and then a bunch of us got on a plane to ireland.

if i won a plane trip to ireland, and could only take one person with me, would you come? i'm being serious too.

and not much else to mention of today, tired, bored, computer. tomorrow who knows what's going to happen. God. There's always option a, b, or c.

i shower you with my love cause if you're reading this i'm most likely in love with you.

oh btw i called justina today, and that was weird. she sounds reeeeeally ditzy on the phone. in a smart way though. it's hard to explain. like she's trying to act cool, but really she is that way..? and what she does these days? go to bible quizzing and camp.

i don't think i've ever told you this before but i really don't like camp. those stupid week long camps where you make friends the third or fourth day and then have to leave them. and at first you're all shy and stuff. and there's those counselor people always telling you what to do. and those weird rules, like you can't go in to the boys section if you're a girl. and then all that required activity stuff. oh gosh. And of course there's usually some sort of camp crush you get on some stupid kid you think is hot or whatever. It all annoys me. I like going to those weekend camps for woodland where i actually know my friends. then it's awesome.

those inner feelings we share but never speak. they shout loudly, yet never pass through ears.

Dance with me? In an irish way?

::quoth anna:: at 9:41 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

brothers.

oh what bothers.

i could list 5 problems i have with each one but that'd be gossiping, and not a proper way to vent my anger.

my current bitterness is towards ezra who runs the computer because he finds programs that help him hack in to admin powers. and then a while ago i gave nate admin powers so he could set up his music software, but he deleted our soundcard. so sim had to come fix it, and for some weird reason couldn't figure out my password that i told him over the phone multiple times. and then ezra did something to the computer so it doesn't reset but screwed up the soundcard again supposably. and now sim refuses to fix it until i take him off the user log ins, but then i feel bad, because i'm the kind of person that gets better over night from my anger and forgive and forget, so i'd feel terrible and he'd hate me. and then nate was just here telling me to try to fix it when i have absolutely no idea what to do, and i don't want to try screwing it up more. and then he forces his way in and tries fixing it himself. and when i start yelling he's all, "You guys are so stubborn, why is our family so anis." Gosh he's been listening to those help prevent stress tapes alot.

so yea. that's me.

michelle, we should do something. i'm not doing anything tomorrow, or sunday to my knowledge.

ezra ben hanson and i went to play tennis at the courts by the lake. me and ben beat ezra then lost. i got uber tired and decided to walk home instead of waiting for them to play and play.

thankfully i didn't get raped, and then later on find out i have aids. Buuuuut...when i was walking up the main street I heard some kids talking about marajuana (sp) and I was thinking to myself, "So young, poor kids." And then I see coming out of the alley across the street, that 11 or 12 year old kid that smokes. Hahaha Jon and Manda did you see him last night when we were walking to my house? Yea, he thinks he's all that cause he has a cigarette in his mouth. Anyways he starts calling out to me. "Hey! Hey you, girl! Can you hear me? Turn around! Yo sexy! Hey turn around sexy!"

Hahahaha it was sooo hard not to smile, but if I did or walk a faster pace he would have realized I could actually hear him. It's nice just to pretend you're deaf.

At last he stopped calling when I had gotten to the next block.

So yea. That is my interesting day.

Oh today was the last day of tennis, so incredibly sad. I took lots of pictures though. No hogans. And I bought a funny little raffle ticket from Joanna cause I couldn't say no, heh.

~~~~~~+++++++++++Edit~~~~~~+++++++++++

HOLY SPAM! Ezra fixed the sound! I'm serously amazed.

I watched hostage tonight. Mars was eeeeevile. Kinda hot though, but very twisted.

Lots of blood and shooting. But i SOOOO want their house!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yet..it burned to thee ground. Augh kawack.

::quoth anna:: at 8:30 PM

i'm tired.

but i can't get back to sleep. i woke up at 7:30 after going to bed at 11. The sun is out, with all the trees it looks so pretty. Man oh man I need to learn to clean my home. Anyways, I realized Arthur was on, so decided to see what episode. It was the prove it one..hmm weird. They showed that one last week.

I'm making my dad buy me a disposable camera so I can take pictures. So I hope most people come so I can remember them. Oh dear. My dad just said we have to clean up the housee for game day. Game day bothers me. It's all meeeen playing sports.

I forgot to mention important things about yesterday I realize. My new revelation. Sorta.

Large sleek yellow.

Arhur: Hey Prunella. Is this your hair...?

Whoa, Ivy just jumped up to our window and is meowing at us through the screen. Odd.

Anyways, back to the revelation. Well, I'm 14 and don't want to date and crap and anyways I don't know who would, blarg. So, when having coffee with Steph she informed me about what I should have in a husband. And as I reviewed back to her I said, "So I'm looking for someone who.." And she stopped me there and said wrong. And then she told me that I shouldn't be looking. And it makes sense now! See, I just have to focus myself on God and he'll direct me, and you know, lead me straight to the things he wants for me. So, I don't ever have to be looking for someone like, hmm they'd be a good husband, because guess what? God will send him to meeee! (If tommorrow comes and I ever get married that is) So I don't have to worry the slightest bit about guys in a more then friend way and all that cra..cruff, that makes me nervous. I have to patient and whoosh, God will do the rest. (Mostly anyways)

So when I went to tennis, I was so bouncy because of the coffee and my graaaaaaand new revelation, and so I hopped up to Andi and started talking to him about it. And he asked me how would I know if it's the right one, and also asked me how I'd learn things from dating with just one person, stuff like that. I don't know if he's a christian or what not. But I trust God with those details of my future. Then towards the end of our talk, (I was speaking with him while he fed the ball to peoeple playing triples) he asked me what kind of religion or something was I, and that I didn't need to answer him if I didn't want to. And I said, "I'm a follower of Jesus Christ the best I know how." And I think he liked my answer.

And that made my boundy.

And when I cleaned my bathroom yesterday I listened to jewish music. it was good. So alot of yesterday made me happy with myself.

ok, off to get ready and get the camera and go to tennis.

::quoth anna:: at 8:08 AM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Today.

...How to continue this sentence? Well Isaiah is looking at the screen while I type this. Now he left. Hmm there's a lag.. Ok I'm talking to myself, that means nervous.

This morning I woke up and actually took a 10 minute shower. I was so proud of myself. And Steph picked me up and we had caribou, and then panera bread. And I had a mocha. So later when I went to tennis I was hyper. And Josh and Ben were there too, and they're fun. Brigggghter day. And Joanna said whoosh! I was so proud.

Anyways joe came for the first time this year, And he is soooo funny in a really weird way. He reminds me of a mouse. *Twitch* And he has this like high pitched but low voice, ahhhhh he's ....no words. *shakes head*

So little isaiah and me and him and Ben stayed after tennis and played doubles. First me and Ben, and we won. Then Me and Joe, and we lost. And when he was serving me and ben and isaiah all sat down cause he never made it.

And then I played Isaiah in singles and won. And then we all talked til 3. Twas nice.

Tonight at lake phalen was interesting. Scary ghetto people yelling at the ice cream man and swearing..

And not too much to say...*cough* Jon and Manda and Emily walked me home causee I biked there and I pointed out the east side life to them. Welllllll...Jon signed my wall and then looked in my closet, but then I decided he should get out so I accidentally smashed his fingers in the door...oh...my...*whistles* And the tape..oh..the tape..

tomorrow is the tennis picnic. excited? kinda. I will make my father buy me a camera cauuuuse then i can take pictures. good plan. huh, i was thinking. what if i buy an outdoor one, but then it rains so we have to go inside...better check the weather, and my email. yikes hebrew..

::quoth anna:: at 9:57 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

saw willy wonka for the third time. but i'm sad i haven't seen it with pilar. we were going to be midnight showing buddies!, but our hopes crashed when she left for michigan. augh.

i read two books in the last two days. combined it was like 300 or 400 pages. but it's actually not that fast. one of them was called the blue mirror, and the other, it happened to nancy. leah borrowed them to me and i requested the later, because it's about this girl who gets raped and then gets aids. My worst nightmare. I wonder if you can get aids from soap bars...hmm..

Anyways, this girl was so naive!!!!!!!! She as an asthma attack at this concert and looses her group so this "18" year old boy leads her out and they talk for a while and he tried to help her find her peoplee but no. so he gives her a ride home. and then the next day he calls to see how she is. and later calls again. now if this was me i was be freaking out about this psycho maniac calling me, and knowing where i live. but nooo, she goes on picnics with him and they talk, and you can so tell he lies to her. and he rubs her back and stuff and the whole time the girl is like, "it's like he's the brother i never had!" and then he invites himself over to make her dinner, and they drink WINE COOLERS. And he puts something in hers later, and even then she didn't think much of it! And then of course he rapes her and she gets aids. *shakes head* But it was intriguing to see her grow through her many entries through out the next couple of years. She died in her sleep. When I was little I wanted to do that. Now as I mature I realize that people die of awful things like strokes and heart attacks and aids and all this crap. Do people actually die from old age? Or is it just something that jumps all over them, and consumes theem in death?

Auuuuuugh, gross, there was like a centipede or perhaps milipede on the floor, and i don't know if i killed it or not. ick ick ick ick!!!!

I went to burt and mary's with dad last night and we had lovely israelian food. Then we watched, This is Elvis. Some 2 hour long biography on him or something. I thought of Jon the whole waaay through haha. There was a bunch of old clips of him and stuff, and wow, he really got fat and ugly when he grew up..

when i got home manda was sleeping on my couch...O.o! Hehe and then she woke up later and we slept in my bed. This morning I had hoped some certain people would be at tennis if she came, but nooo. Tennis was fun anyways. Katie seriously thinks I'm goth or something. I just love the pants leah gave me and I love my leather jacket,

So back here she helped me paint this wall thingy i keep things on, black, and yea fun, and other stuff. We walked 3 miles to the plaza to see willy wonka again with satya, we were kinda late, but not too late. And then her dad gave me a ride home and yea..fun.

*random insert*

BareKnuckleBxer: ugh, today at tennis there was htis girl i played with, and she was like, hitting on me, she was, like 17 maybe,
BareKnuckleBxer: and she was dressed like a sluuuut
BareKnuckleBxer: like a tank top and reaaaaally short shrots, and she was tall too
BareKnuckleBxer: and she was my partner for serves cause dan and jake ditched me
BareKnuckleBxer: and she was like, if you serve this in, i will rub my butt
BareKnuckleBxer: and i was like whaaaaaat?!
BareKnuckleBxer: yea, i hit it out on purpose

hahaha that's great..

anyways, i got home and a jamba juice smoothie was waiting in the fridge from cerise!!! I love heeeer! And then our dsl is fixed, weee. And Isaiah informs me he's going to go play tennis with some tennis people. SO i bike down there, and it was a happy fun time with the usual christian tennis kids and this guy named Alan.

And when I was biking there I saw some of the hogans outside of their house and that made me happy inside, because at least i know now they're still alive.

Joanna is sooo cute. She deicded that me and her should hop like a bunneh when playing seee ya. Oh yea, we looked pretty cool.

I'm tired and i have to get up tomorrow, but i still want to tell you of my amazing weekend.

Well a quick overview....

Leah is the bestest ever and she took me to the mall on friday and bought me coffee and a lovely cheshire cat shirt.

And she gave me more lovely things, and we walked in the woods and she took pictures of me. What did we watch that night..

Oh yea! Donnie Darko. Hahaha that's a great movie..

Donnie: Hehe, I don't want to do it with my family, that's gross!

And the silly little frank bunny. heh..

and we swam in the dark and bats flew overhead and we sang. lovely. oh and i told her my deep dark secret that only jon and shanna know..well now Leah too.

saturday we ate pancakes over candle light that she made. :) She shall make a fine mother I dare say. we later watched a differeent version of phantom, which was good, and satya and manda came for the last bit, just as i envisioned them to.

we all walked to dq, and satya did this ammmmazing thing with her moo-latte on the way back. well a bunch of loser guys honk at us now and then, and once when these one guys in a trunk went by satya decided to swish her latte in her mouth and then pretend to throw up on the side of the road! and it was peeeerfect. Right when they passed and honked she appeared to be gagging in the weeds. hahaha I laughed so hard.

we swam for a while, and we had a nice meal on her deck.

nikki and britnee came, and we all took showers. i hate taking showers cause i can't for the life of me take short ones. i have to shapoo all of my long thick hair and then rinse it all out well. then condition and rinse out well. then scrub scrub scrub, and then the times when i have to shave. augh showers.

Oh and then that night they watched 7 brides for 7 brothers, and i just fell asleep on the floor and didn't wake til morning, sorta.

lovely sunday at church and leah's morning.

i went with britnee and nikki to max's house without max there and we had good sandwhiches. and they said i was a horse cause i have long thick hair and i eat alfalfa. hey, those sprouts are good.

and we ended up at the parade with finding eternity. and yea....i'd rather not speak much about that. but sean's dad bought me a salad at wendy's and that made me happy. and of course britnee declared at how disgusting it looked. but i loved it.

hmm oh i biked to lp's youth group. it was ok. saw ruth and steph and kate and cerise, and yea. i love theeeem allll.

and goodnight cause i'm tired. i was going to share more about how mentally dumb old people can be, and holy cruff i just realized i have toooons of hebrew homework to do and i must email my teacher! night!

::quoth anna:: at 11:45 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i had a lovely weekend.
but my brothers are just plain awful when i leave and i come home and the dsl works for no reason in particular. and ezra has admin rights because of some hack program so you can bet tons more spyware will be rolling in. it makes me so pissed off. so now i'm tying up the phone line with this, and no one answered the phone when the hogan's called today!!!!!!!!!

i think i might jsut die. but i'm glad to be home, and have tennis tomorrow, highspeed or not. i just hope ezra doesn't stay on the dial up all day playing monopoly like he did thursday, and then accused me of being on the interenet all the time for like 10 hours. Freak.

::quoth anna:: at 7:54 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Shh they'll never know....

Ruth's house twas fun. We played tennis, with mary and her mom..hmm... we ate breakfast food for dinner, we walked to the gas station and bought ice cream, put up christmas lights, and watched a series of unfortunate events. which is definately not as good as i hopes it would be. kinda stupid. but i like violet's hair.

I was sad to leave her home wednesday morning, but alas, i had to go to tennis.

And tennis is always a superb time. Josha and Paul were there, and they make life extrordinarily funny. Although Paul yelled offence to me, heh. And Methias and his older brother named Issac came and it made me laugh inside cause I thought of Manda's comment about Methias that day I brought her. "I especially like that little dude man who looked like he just rolled out of bed." Hahaha...

Oh and when we were playing, "See ya!" Paul smacked me right in.the.mid.dle of the throat with a ball. That hurt, but I was ok. But a minute later, Issac pelted me in the thigh with a ball. So i moved to their team to avoid being smacked, heh.

Oh drear Michelle, I am depressed about your midlife crisis and Auuuuuuuuuuuugh. crap. i still love you and I truly do think that you rock.

i biked to church wednesday night, a lovely 3 miles...hmm.. i bribed isaiah to bike with me with a pop, so then i didn't get molested. seriously though. we were biking on the trails, there were these three ghetto guys walking ahead of us, and obviously we're going to pass them cause we're on bikes. and there was a fat tall one and a fat little one with his shirt off, and then this other ghetto guy between them. and i bike buy and the fat tall one is all, "My boy wants to holla'!" And the guy in between was all, "Shut up, I didn't say that man."

Oy the ghetto people. And then when we're on that one busy street there's these scary mexican guys who drive past and turn around to look at me. And Isaiah's like 100, 150 feet ahead of me with his headphones blaring, so really, it's not like he'd hear me scream anyways. I don't know why I bother. I sat by todd, and he's funny. Me him and Manda passed notes during Norm's funny talk. My dad ended up picking me and Isaiah up, and we threw our bikes in the back, (Well not literally) and then I bought Isaiah's greedy little tum taco bell.

Today I went to tennis for a bit and re remembered that the robertson's went to Georgia for more then a week so that sucks. Josh and Paul are amusing together, and without him, it's just not the same. *shakes head* Really, I must have selective memory cause I didn't remember that or the fact that Kathryn was going to take me to this stamping thing tonight. And she just told me last night. And I did remember last week when i went irish dancing that the Hogan's were suppose to take out their trash, for them. Selective I tell you.

Me and my dad spent waaay too much time grocery shopping today after hebrew.

Oh, I went to tennis for a half hour this morning, and then I told Andi I had to leave to go to hebrew, and he was all, "Say something in hebrew!" So I said Shalom and told him tht it meant hello goodbye or peace. And so as I biked away he yelled, "Hey everyone, say Shalom to Anna, cause she's leaving for hebrew class!" Heh.. They were utterly confused. Paul said peace out. And then I heard Andi telling him that Shalom meant hello goodbye or peace, so it made me laugh because he said peace out and didn't realize it..oyvi... you don't get it.

Anyways, Mark came over a little when I was bored this evening and didn't realize Kathryn was coming over. He sat at our table and asked me how I was. I told him bored. So he suggested things for me to do, such as memorize Bible verses, or give water to people on the street, or help my neighbors. O.o And then I told him I was too hot to do anything of manual labor, so he suggested spraying myself with a hose. And I am proud to say that later on i did.

Kathryn came and we went to the water stamping, and that was interesting. I really like making cards and weird old lady stuff like that. We ate at Jimmy John's and then went to Jamba Juice, and they have awwwwesome smoothies.

Today I was making a trail mix with some of the food I bought. I was shaking this big glass jar and it had a wooden sealer top on the top, and guess what? It came flying off at my nose. And in that moment I was thankful that my nose wasn't broken and at last it was a well constructed looking nose, as opposed to it being all broken with skin grafts.

i was riding my bike home from tennis the other day and there was this little girl having a tea party by herself in her yard. and our conversation went something like this.

girl: hi
*me thinking she's talking to herself*
girl: hi
me: oh hello.
girl: i'm having a tea party. but i'm waiting for my friend who is in a dress.
me: cool. *keeps riding*
girl: if you go down two alleys, there's these big raspberry bushes, and that's where she is, picking them.
Me: ok. *rides away laughing*

see it's funny because these raspberry bushes are actually ours. cause my dad decided to extend out garden to that little dirt way in the alley. So there's a ton of raspberries. it made me smile. but then I didn't see this so called friend. hopefully she wasn't raped and killed or something....O.o...

maybe i'm paranoid.

i hope to do something with my dear leah this weekend. i miss her.

tennis tomorrow. weeeee.

i love exercise.

but my muscles hurt like a shattering glass jar.

goodnight.

josh and tim rubbing their tum's: fruit salad, yummy yummy!

::quoth anna:: at 11:16 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

i am soon going to go spend the night at ruth's house, and that makes me smile to myslef.

well i lost in the tourni to this little preppy girl, but she was nice anyways so it's all ok. i lost 5-8, cause she was quite good. ah vell, i had fun. and i saw ruth there and all that jazz. oh and hannah koneczny. it was ok talking to her, i wasn't that indimated by her, like last year, because i simply don't care how pretty she is, and well put together.

steph took my back to dc, but before hand bought me a chocolate chip cookie dough blizzard from the cheap dq by my house. they have peanut buster parfaits for 1.99 there! what a steal.

so when i got there josh and paul were like, "i want dq!! hey anna give me some ice cream." and it was funny. and joanna seemed happy to see me like usual, and that was nice. i proudly told them of my defeat, and it was pretty awesome. they played triples, and then paul and i beat josh and tim in doubles. we played cya and around the world, and i liked it alot. i walked home and my dad made me a smoothie with a chunk of ice in it. so yea...that's me...

i want to see willy wonka tomorrow again...

i got mor money for standing rock. i have much more then enough. i feel bad for stealing people's money. hmm

i hope i can still make it to tennis tomorrow!!! and then we can meet in.the.mid.dle. i wonder if josh will come over today to see if isaiah can play tennis. isaiah is at work. yea! he got a job at the zoo! ISAIAH GOT A JOB!!!!

what is this world coming to?

::quoth anna:: at 1:38 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

today was very boring, it is a very boring day. there is a tickle in my toes, and a pickle on my nose...or something like that...

i was so pissed at myself at tennis this morning. i played awful and i just, augh!!! i hated every moment of it, and was quite so mad at myself.

later today i saw charlie and the chocolate factory again with steph, cerise, kate, and christina. This time at the marcus. AUUUUGH SUCH A BLASTED GOOD MOVIE! I looove the way Johnny Depp talks! "Hehe, you're really weird." And he tried to bite meeee!

"Everything in this room is edible, even I am edible, but that my dear children, is called cannabalism, and is shunned in most socities."

Prayer meeting. And now i'm just tired. I have a tennis tournament tomorrow and I'm scared cause I might just do awful. But I am kinda ok, so I might do good. I'm scared I'll do horrid though. Oh oh dear..

Hehe I was looking up something on the internet and found something that reminded me of myself...

He remembers everything you told him even after two months and throws it back at you making you jump.

(except insert she in there)

I'm such a stalker like that when I like someone. Fish *shrugs*

Now I'm tired so I'm going to try to go to bed. As strange as that sounds cause it's 9:12 pm....

::quoth anna:: at 8:58 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

haha i have a ray charles song stuck in my head from that movie.

"she gives me money, when i'm need, oh i've got a women..."

Well.

Friday Josh left in the morning during the time I was at tennis, thank God. I think I had a nice day at tennis, I love tennis. Cept it was sooo hot it was depressing to come home to more heat.

Nate, Ezra, and Isaiah left for a wed-ding. And then when dad was about to leave for work, Josh Robertson came over and asked if Isaiah was here. I told him he was at a wed-ding. And I said it like that too. So he left.

When my dad left, I locked the doors and blasted music and talked to Jon. And of course I sang, because i sing loud when no one is around. But I hate my voice. It just agrrivates me all the way around. I cleaned from 4-7 too. While talking to Jon and then watching Arthur. haha Arthur quote of the day: D.W.: Giant mules jumping off cliffs in to the ocean!!

At 7, Steph and Kate picked me up, and we had faijitas at their house. They were so grood... I like home cooked food. Me and Kate went to wal mart to do picture stuff, and target, and then to lake phalen church where I helped her with a photo albumn.

Steph Mellissa, Cerise and I ended up playing pictionary with the huge white board until 1am, and that was some fun stuff.

*Cerise starts to draw something* Me: Little red riding hood? *Cerise turns around and gives me a look* How did you know!?!?

Hehe... *steph drawing a circle* Cerise: A ball? Steph: Yep, your turn!

And then I drew Alan and it took forever for them to figure it out. And then I drew Anna wants to go to willy wonka on sunday in pictures. Haha that took a while...

The next day their dad took us out for breakfast..hmm..

Working at church sucked rather alot, cause a certain person was kinda being hasty and whatnot, and I they made me feel like an unwated loser who just got in the way and didn't help at all.

So I was mad.

I get home and Grandma and Aunt Cheryl come pretty quick. And that's ok... But then I promise it seemed like Grandma was pissed off at me for some reason the whole time. Like when aunt Cheryl asked me where I wanted to go, I suggested panera bread, and then grandma got this annoyed sort of expression on her face. And then she didn't trust that I knew how to get there when I said I did. So she gets all annoyed looking and keeps asking my dad how to get there. And I'm thinking, dude, I just told you I know...

And then when we were there she seemed mad. And auuugh i couldn't take it really, I wanted to burst in to tears. And she talked about Jen's sister with a smile on her face, cause they met her this morning. It's like she's not proud of me. Go figure. I was the one walking around with huge black tripp pants when my mom was dying with everyone here. Like I don't know. I'm just distant or something. I've grown up. I have feelings and perceptions of life now. I'm not just cute and sweet. But I tried to be..

When we got back I was so happy to see my best friend josh there. With Jennica too. And he had his nice little family pictures on OUR wall. And bookcase. And his food in our fridge, like he was moving in. So that just killed me. And I really wanted to burst in to tears. And I was tired, and thankfully they didn't stay too long because I actually wanted to take a nap. And I did for an hour and a half. Woke up, everyone gone, cept josh and jennica and had a headache and felt all depressed and hot. So I drank a quart of lemon water, and took some medicine. At around 7 I got ready because when I last went irish dancing with the hogan's they had invited me to one this saturday at 7 or 7:30ish. But I wasn't sure if they had forgotten, or decided not to take me. Which would be horrible beyond words. So I sat outside talking to Josh, and then for some weird reason decided to go the front yard. And I found a lady bug on a leaf. And then I saw their big white truck pulling up, and I finally, for once that day, was happy and excited. When I got in I observed that Ben was wearing glasses. Because he was reading. (I had to sit by him, because I later found out that he wanted me to sit by him instead of noah, because he was afraid noah would spill his cereal on me. And he did end up spilling it on Bonnie, heh)

When we got there Ben taught me 7's and the rising step. Then we did the haymaker's jig and he was my partner, and I like that particular dance, even though I totally screwed up once. And I'm really good at doing my 3's I think!!! Like when we do advance retire and he's facing me in the line come towards us, I can do that hop part, haha.

And then I did lots of other dances which were such a blast. He was sorta my partner alot, the majority at least. But he's good at dancing. And so is Manda and Bonnie!!
And there was this silly dance where you just kept kayle swinging. And then the funny little dance that was new, and he was my parnter and he clapped at meeeee. *bursts out laughing* It's an inside joke with MYSELF. But i found it hilarious. And you have no clue what I mean, so don't even try to understand. Oh and I successfully rammed myself in to the dacning teacher man. Greeeeat.

I got to talk to Mrs. Hogan for a bit, and I quite like her, she sorta reminds me of my mom. Wears those long jean skirts, and talked in peach shirts. Hmm yes.. I told her she had a nice family, and she said, "Aww you're so sweet, we love you alot."

SO I had a marvelous time dancing with Amanda, and Ben and that lady named Mary and all. And then the groups of threes..

When alot of the people were leaving, when it was over, I was talking to Ben for a bit...but now I forgot about what.

It was a fuuuun happy family car ride home. They're dad is so RANDOM. He decides to say, "There are some talkative people there, I like talking to them, but I feel bad because I run out of things to say, and Whoa!"

It was one of those had to be there moments.

And then the people were going slow in front of him so he decides to click his headlights off and on a bunch of times and then these two girls in the back seat all of a sudden come up and look at us and he's all, "They just woke up." And me and Amanda couldn't stop laughing, because it was another one of those moments.

That was the best thing that happened this weekend. And I was almost not going to say because I was mad today and auugh that's a stupid self issue.

Church today. Saw all the sunshine drifties...

Afterwards I came back here and we got Isiaiah and we went out to eat at a chinese buffet at his request. Mrrr...And my dad decided to take us to Willy Wonka, and I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it. Johnny Depp is so awesome and funny. "Willy wonka, willy wonka, the amazing chocolateer, willy wonka willy winka, everybody give a cheer!"

Mike Tv: You're such and idiot, you can't do that!
Him: STOP! Mumbling, really, I can't hear a WORD you're saying.

Haha I am so using that from now on. And the happy squirrels!!

*Him with a cheesy voice* You're really weird!

And whaaaat is up with the oompla loompas, just a wee bit scary!!

When I got home I cleaned up the kitchen a bit, and then Nate, Ezra, Isaiah, Ben Hanson, and me decideed to play tennis at the phalen courts.

Hahaha 2 against 3? And Ben is really funny up at the net. He just hits the ball in before it even lands, and they can't even get to it fast enough. Hahaha, and then he laughs and cheers when it goes in.

It started sprinkling because of the rain clouds and soon it was pouring, Ezra and Nate ran to their cars, and Isaiah, And I splashed around in the pud-dles. Ben was baffled for a little bit, but then ran to get the rolling cooler, and he looked terribly funny running in the pouring rain laughing wth this rolling cooler and a racket. Whoosh! Hey, willy wonka says that.

So then, me and ben decide to just play tennis in the rain!! It's coming down in sheets with the wind and Ben's on the other side of the court yelling, "luv luv 1st serve!" Haha, and then the ball would splatter in puddles and not bounce right and I couldn't stop laughing because I was getting soaked, playing rain tennis.

Soon Isaiah, then Ezra, joined us, and later Nate when it basically stopped raining. So I splashed in lots of puddles and it was grand. Hmm I saw the hogan's get out of their car, coming home from that place Ben was telling me about today.

Oh you know what is QUITE depressing? They're leaving tomorrow, and then not returning til Friday or Saturday!!!! Oh I shall die. I love them so.

And also they invited me to an irish fair the second week of august, but I might be in standing rock, so that sucks.

Hmm got enough money for that in a matter of a few days, which is quite grood.

That's all to say, Ezra's making spaghetto because according to ben it's 5:00pm in his world, even though it's 10. Hehehe, h stays up so late, and wakes up so late.

Anyways Josh still has some stuff here. But I pray he doesn't return to live here again when he has his blasted own house!!!!

If you could pray for me, that'd be nice, cause I've been so depressed and pesemisitc about stupid things these last few days like at church and stuff.....

Anyways, oh there's a movie called the corpse bride coming out with johnny depp in it, and i remember leah telling me about itr something, and I'm soooo 'cited! It's like the nightmare before christmas kinda style. Grood movie...

oh joy, josh is back...

The END. Go to bed.

THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF YOU!!!

::quoth anna:: at 10:08 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

josh is here, and wow, i'm jsut SO happy. and he has beer. i'm even happier. i love it when he comes over and points out everyone's fault but his own. espeically my secular music problem. uh huh it's great. i think i'll go blast dead poetic to spite him and make him think it's bad. they're screamy and christian. as britnee would say, "what are you talking about, he's like my best friend!" *sarcasm*

::quoth anna:: at 9:00 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

ooooooooooooo *swoons over and over again*

i had a MARVELOUS time and i can't tell anyone cause they're all sleeping over at max's for blasted sonshine. WHAT KIND OF SICK WORLD IS THIS.

So how the cruff am i suppose to wait til sunday to tell amanda or someone this? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Oh I'm so bouncy and joyous, and i need to go finish hebrew and and *giggles*

sooooooooooo fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"alas my love i say goodbye, wipe the poison from my brow."

::quoth anna:: at 9:28 PM

Well I just got home form another day of playing tennis with the hogan's and josh robertson at the phalen courts.

when i was climbing that tree before they came, i promised myself i wouldn't go irish dancing tonight even if she asked. but........i caved under pressure. i mean, i love going. but i do love seeing manda and satya and stuff at church. then again i did see them sunday. but on the other hand, i won't see them this weekend, but on the other hand i might see them saturday late night, but on the other hand, they might not come, but on the other hand i love irish dancing......augh i feel like that guy from fiddler on the roof!

so now i'm going irish dancing tonight. i still love you manda, christine, satya, jon, leah, and all the other people that will be at church tonight!!

a finding eternity concert is going on as i speak.

tennis this morning was ok.

oh last night i played some soccer with ben, amanda, timothy, joanna, josh and then had stick fights with josh timothy and joanna, while the hogan's ate fish soup, plech.

i played ben in a match later and i was beating him. but then he came back. we still have one more game to play, but ezra made me leave on my bike cause it twas getting dark.

i went to mcdonalds today before i joined isaiah and josh in the courts, and when i came out there was a group of hmong boys on these picnic tables. this one boy asked me if i had 50 cents. I said no, because I didn't. He asked me why not, and I told him because I spent it on this. *hold up fruit and yogurt parfait* he looks to the ground and kinda mumbles, "man why do you have to lie like that." i told him that i did not just lie, and that i only had a quarter. he still called me a liar when i biked away, and this other kid asked me if i had a dollar. *&^*#%^&*#%&*#&*!!?!? *confused look*

life on the east side.

i'm wet, wet with sweat.
trying to compose a poem there todd?

i love the ranch.

::quoth anna:: at 5:25 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Whoosh i have two lovely pictures of me for thee. (Thanks steph lil')

Go to...

this one

and...

also this one

i'll talk more of my inconvinent day later.

::quoth anna:: at 11:08 PM

This is my new blog layout, and i like how i did the picture. Now you can see my past posts, and such things.

I really love the people at tennis. They are so amusing and cute.

Like Joanna for instance, i ran "around the world" for tennis and got in line behind her and someone said yes, and so then i said really fast, "yep yep yep" and she turned aorund and laughed at me and said i was funny. it was cute.

and josh is a riot. he does these strange funny things, hehehe. and they're are just these cute little boys, and girls, awww. loves. i don't want tennis to be over. i love waking up and working myself hard with friends. i love the warmth, and so i am never cold.

so tell me what you think on my blog. oh i didn't get raped last night. and we roasted marshmellows, and such.

weeee, say, i'm so very happy!

hey, josh said when we were leaving that we should come over to their world and play soccer today. and now i think isaiah, ben hanson, ezra and me are going to go play tennis, near them! haha we tried playing tennis last night in the dark, and it was oh so funny. trying to see the ball is harder then it sounds.

::quoth anna:: at 3:40 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

I was thinking of irish dancing and this is what I came up with.

Wrap my arms around him and pretend he loves me back

Hmm what a thought.

Am I the girl in the red? The red girl? The one that you adore?

I wrote a poem a couple days ago in my journal, and well, i haven't been very poetic lately, so i'll post this one.

Pressure Point

Haulting the bitter advance,
Is what I sought after,
Chaining the world in a still stance,
Clinging to every glee filled moment.
Not wanting that second,
To slip from my breath,
I feel it slyly sneaking up,
The binding ropes of death.
As we loose our lives to age,
Our burdens and responsibilities tighten,
More ltters and words on the page,
Uncountable strokes in the painting.
Why can't these lies seep through?
Rough skin drinks deeply of them,
Barely remembering what is true,
From the abundance of deceit.
Such fears pour through the soul,
Heavying the already massive burden,
Time is gone, we've lost the flow,
Left to face this thing called reality.

Ben keeps calling my cat garfield and it makes me laugh. Biking to prayer meeting...Hopefully I don't get raped or something.

::quoth anna:: at 6:41 PM

Ok so and update. Sorry I haven't since like a week ago, but I've started writing in my real journal more, and so I feel like I've said everything. Yet, i haven't..

Nice words: giggles, outstretch, embrace, laughter, black and white, roses, silk, linen, torn cloth, black, dark, curly, spun, web, fountain, straggle, needle, dreams, long red dresses, feelings, smug, hugs, licks, kisses, eyes, smiles.

Last wednesday, I think it was, Isaiah and I went to Cub for food, he was being moronic the whole time almost, and then we went to Barnes and Noble so my dad could buy him a cd. There when I was walking in, sat some teenagers on the cement, one guy with a lot of piercings and black and hair and stuff, another guy and a girl. Well I hear them talking, so I think they're speaking amongst themselves, but after I'm halfway in the door everything turned on, and I realized I had just heard girl say, "Aww don't be sad!" "Smile!" And the guy say: "Will you be my friend?" "We love you!" Then I finally heard the girl say, "I like your hair!" So I turned around kinda and said thank you. And then it dawned on my that I was walking towards the front door with my head down and a frown on my face. I think it was the sun.

Last Wendesday I was invited to go irish dancing so I did, but hmm I think it could have been better...I didn't relaly get to dance with the hogan's a whole lot. I danced with timothy once...umm..this scary old man with huge long frizzy curly hair, and short shorts, was trying to teach me some steps, Oh yea, just couldn't resist me.. Mrrr...

Britnee spent the night, I was going to call a certain someone but decided against it because of her presense. It felt better to speak with her, and then we had an interesting conversation with peter, andrew, and todd on aim... O.o

Thursday I went to valleyfair with woodland, and it was so not as fun as the time i went with steph, cerise, and them. Short time. Then when we got back, me and Todd were going to talk home kinda together, due to lack of rides, but Kristen D'Arpa volunteered to take us.

I spent that evening in reflection and journalism and such like things.

Friday I was happy to go to tennis, because that usually cheers me up. Wokred on my hitting...Uncle Dennis was here when I got home, and I spoke with him a little. I called Steph and she later picked me up, and whoosh, we went to olive garden. It was lovely, and to make a long story short, Her, katie, steph lilly, tiff, and i ended up at Steph Lilly's graduation. Lots of grood food...And I talked with Ruth and Mellissa a bit, and hung out with tiff a little, and sort of wandered from person to person. I climbed a tree and ripped off a chunk of skin in my hand... Steph got stabbed with a pointy stick and then made up a rhyme about it, hahaha.

SAturday I forced Isaiah to play tennis with me, at the phalen courts, and when we rode back we ran in to tennis people, like josh, timothy, joanna, people like that at the field, and they invited us to play soccer. Isaiah needed water, and when we finally came back, Ben and Amanda had come too. So we all played soccer, and it was a surprise because I think our team won, and Ben wasn't on our team. And he's rather good. I did ok. Heh drinking water out of the hose...

Later when everyone left I talked to Ben and Amanda in the field, about moving and what not, and other stuff, twas nice, but then i left to bike 3 miles to church, help with the fundraiser, and bike 3 miles back again. (with isiaiah)

so exhausted then. I cleaned for dad's birthday though that night. Britnee slept over..

Sunday I helped out again, And Jon was there ho hum. HOTT. *cough* :P

We went to Don Pablos, with the immediate family, cept josh. Hmm..

Nice day, good food, Crumble cherry pie haha...And then that night we watched Ray, and that was sex, drugs, and country jazz music...O.o

So there is everything in minor detail. G2g to art.

::quoth anna:: at 1:21 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

augh, so buuuusy and tired. but happy.

i've decided to post a picture of the recreation center that we sometime play tennis in because it's raining, so i can give you a visual of life in mine.

outside of the building

the silly room where all the local kids eat the gross lunch, and manda got a lemonade fromt hat pop machine

The gym we have indoor tennis at!!

the awesome tennis courts where i have many lovely and not so lovely memories

so yea that's tennis life.

starting from saturday.

me and manda arrived really early at the thrift store and the weird mexican man who worked there made us sit by the front in the window seat cause we had personal items. it seemed forever til someone arrived but finally leah did and soon after more people. oooh oooh manda, leah and i saw some FREAKY women who were actually men, cause we could see the little whiskers on their faces. it was scary..

the thrift store was fun, i paraded around in my new cape, and the other tried on really ugly dresses, although they looked awesome in them anyway. back at pilar's we swam and ate scrumptious snacks like grapes, blueberries, chex mix, chips and french onion dip. my sort of snacks. healthy and some kinda not.

pilar had a hilarious and awesome barbie cake. it's a barbie standing up and she has a huge skirt which is the cake. we had homemade pizza before that though... and later we watched 10 things i hate about you and we took turns braiding eachother's hair. britnee fell asleep quickly and nicky got all of hers done and then went to bed. the rest of us decided to watch phantom of the oepra and continue braiding cause it takes a super long time. and we ended up staying up all night. hehe, and there was a MASSIVE storm that morning and i loved it, out on that little porch.

and leah brought pretty songs like thoughtless by korn, and that's a wise song....

at church i liked the worship but then i put a pillow on manda's lap, layed my head on it and covered my head with the hoot on my cloak. immediantly i fell asleep and woke up just in time for the end of the service.

so britnee and nikki wore formal dresses, satya wore a funny orange one, pilar had a crazy green one on with funny other things, and leah had a hot pink one on. oh, i had a white dress on that had ruffles on the bottom and i had written a bunch of stuff in sharpie on it like, holy spam! and did someone say cake? and DIE BUG! that along with my red cape.

i spotted jon and he hung out with all of our group for a while, and to make a loooong story short, nikki, manda, satya, and i all went back with britnee to her new house in northfield. i fell asleep a lil in their car, and later on when they watched sound of music i fell asleep. late that night leah joined us again and we got to ride sheesa in the arena. i named the random cat asthma, because of leah's help.

tuesday's highlights were...we took showers and that evening were dropped off downtown northfield and i took a lovely bunch of pictures with leah's camera. we got honked at by a bunch of people because we are of course a hot bunch of girls. :P They had an awesome coffee shop that had naked pomegrante juice! Walking 'round there was a nice time, all the little shops and the waterfall.

We had a HILARIOUS time in britnee's little house. but what we did is so confidential it's not even funny. *bursts out laughing* after the little thingy we did, we watched the oc, which is an ok show despite what i use to think.

this monring we were all driven home.

and then i decided to make me dad and brother's lunch. I had planned to eat it myself but right before it was done I decided to call steph to see how she was. And we ended up going out for lunch to talk. She's so lovely.

When I got home Isaiah told me that ben and josh had come to the door and asked him to play tennis and ben asked where i was and if i could play.

Leaving me behind to brush my teeth, he did. ...O.o I went down soon after he went and Ben and Josh were there with him. We played doubles and Isiah made us laugh because he walked over to one side of the court and said, "Ok well if you want to be on my team, walk over here." Amusing he can be. Ben did and then me and Josh played them. We lost 2 to 4. And I wonder why..heh...

Then Ben asked me if I wanted to be on a team, and I agreed to it. Everything was going fine, Josh's mom had come with his two little brothers and was walking their dog's around the park, some black kids were throwing fire crackers that exploded on the ground at people...Wait. They were throwing them at Josh's little brothers. So all of a sudden in the game Josh storms over there and starts telling them to stop. And there's like 6 black kids there, some 11 year olds some 15 year old. But Josh is rather muscular... so he threatend them a bit, and they swore at him kinda, and he came back. Well a few shots later they threw one right at him and it exploded at his feet. PISSED OFF!!!! He freaked out and said, "THAT'S IT!!" He shouted at them through the fence and they started cussing away. Well he was going to attack them by running through the fence door on that side, but they lock it now, so when the boys started running away (and you would have too if you saw this kid) Josh LUNGED himself againts the gate and screamed at the top of his lungs. And he did it again, as if he could knock over the whole fence on top of them. Unlucky for him his mom was there and she started yelling, "JOSHUA!!" And he was wouldn't stop. Finally she got him to calm down and he walked by me his breath panting really hard. The whole time this was happening me and Ben looked at eachother now and then with a sort of, "wow josh is insane and this is an interesting situation". It was very sad because Josh was just trying to protect us all from the immature black children with no morals, and i heard his mom yelling at him something about being grounded from the tennis courts or something, so terribly sad. he's a humerous boy...

later isaiah left and josh's family did, and ben and i talked for a little bti about what we're doing on random days and about teh harry potter book he's reading.
so yea. now i'm about to cry because i think i do hate someone and i'm pissed off at someone who i thought i liked. wow. i guess they were right...

i knew it all along you're so predictable, i knew something would go wrong...something's always wrong...

and why did steph lilly just call me and basically hang up?

i feel like listening to thoughtless which i shall go do.

oh oh my hate can not be bound..

::quoth anna:: at 6:41 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

song that's been in my head today- you're hair, is everywhere, screaming infidelities, taking it's wear...

anyways. i say anyways too much for the beginning of my sentences.

hungry, i am.

so a review of my crazy insane week. and i'll add some stress in there too, just for kicks.

1st Problem of Mine: I haven't wrote my support letters yet or sent them or anything. Plus my printer doesn't work. And the money is due by the 30th! Oh I'm dead.
2nd Problem of Mine: Money. I'm suppose to have it. But nothing in the mail has come. Grrr... And I have to pay for valleyfair for next thursday and go to this party today where i shop for something. Agawack. which brings me to my third problem
3rd Problem of Mine: I had to take thursday hebrew off this week because of valleyfair, but I just realized that I have to take next thursday off too for the same exact thing!?!?! I'm too scared to call my teacher and ask for another one. My current possible solution for this problem is that I could email her and say I forgot I had presigned up for a church event..Eh hem...
4th Problem of Mine: My house is a rat's nest. Literally.

Now, my week. Acshav!

Tuesday I had tennis, which is always nice, because I feel I'm healthy for breathing fresh air. After I came home Satya picked me up, and then we picked up Manda as well, and she came out of her house with princess pictures for us to color. So that is what we did at Satya's. Colored princess pictures, it was fun.

we ate, took a walk, peter and andrew came with cake, stayed a long time, they left, we slept, i went home the next morning.

I actually made it home in time to get a little tennis lesson-ness in, and that made me swell with happiness inside. At home I tried to get some things done such as paint the trimming in the bathroom, tidy up my room a bit, stuff like that. And then I thought to myself, "Hmm I should really call Amanda Hogan, because I haven't talked to their family in forever! (well two weeks) But I'm not going to ask to go irish dancing or anything, because I want to go to the reachout night, tonight."

Ha. Slowly I pressed the buttons one by one, and paused before pressing the last 1, but I made my sweaty fingers click it. It rang. And rang. And there was no answer. So i clicked off before I could leave a message.

Later I was talking to Christine and she encouraged me to try calling again. And she made me smile, so I did. Again, no answer. So I left a message and when I hung up I screamed, because...I was in a weird mood. So then my family looked at me funny.

Welllll a little bit later Amanda called me back! And when I saw the caller ID I screamed again. ..weird mood. Of course I answered, and then I made a bit of small talk, but I was genuinly curious really. And then that moment came. All of a sudden she asked, "Hey do you want to go irish dancing with us tonight?" I panicked and said I'd call her back later and let her know.

To make a long story short around 7:00 that night I was picked up for irish dancing. (Oh and I made homemade pizza earlier on with olives, mushrooms, green peppers, garlic, and pepperoni!)

I had to squish in with their lovely family in their white truck, and we rode away to the commuity center where it all goes down.

They did lots of happy dances and Ben tried teaching me how to do sevens. And then I was his partner for the circle dance where you have to swing, hehe... And Natalie grabbed me hand and started running to a spot so we could be partners. We were partners twice. :D She's so adorable! Hahahaha, it was spammin' hilarious! Ok well, There was a biiig line of "ladies" and then on the opposite side a biig line of "gentlemen" for this one dance. Well Natalie wanted to be the girl so I was the guy. And the lady who teaches the dances decided to use me for an example. So she pointed to me and said, "Now this gentleman," And then pointed alllll the way down to the ladies end of the line at Josh, "And this lady have to come in the middle and touch hands and spin." And everyone burst out laughing because I am a girl and Josh is definately a guy. And then to make things worse we had to go in.the.mid.dle and do the weird twirly hand thing. Well I wanted to do this fast and get the example over with so I didn't touch his hand, and they were all, you can touch the person you know! and so that was weird. We went back to stand in line and the other people did it also. Well now we're going in for the left hand and I had that moment where you think left is right and right is left so instead of going to the left side of him I went to the right and I suppose he got confused too, so we ended up ramming into eachother and he went sprawling to thee floor. And I must admit that it was very funny!!! So we laughed with everyone else, and it was a jolly ol' time. 'Cept me and Natalie didn't get to swing. And that's the best part.

Well I was so uber happy and pumped up when they were taking me home. And they were laughing together at funny comments like a nice little family, and their mom was all, "Oh we can't give Anna back, she just needs to spend the night sometime."

And then I made Ezra take me to woodland when they dropped me off and I was really happy now because i got to have the best of both worlds and see my church friends, and go irish dancing. Plus, Britnee was coming over! So when I arrived there I just was very happy. They were watching batman, and I just about floated in, and some people said they were happy to see me, and why was I so happy and stuff. And I decided to go floosh! to Jon's hair because it's a pretty hott head of hair. And then I hid but then popped out and I danced for them. Skipping, I went to find 'saiah, and then Kris saw me and I was bouncing up and down, and she was surprised at hw happy I was, and so I told her I went irish dancing, but now I really need water so I have to go the the machine. And yea. I bounced around church for a long while, cause I bribed Ezra to wait for me, with pop. And I had a marvelous time.

Britnee came home with my enterouge (sp) and I had fun with her, just talking with her and making her eat healthy food. Or, trying to. And The next morning we found out that her house had a pretty baby!!! Oh what wonderfull-ness.

But then I had to leave her because Steph, Cerise, Mary, Ruth, and Roxy came to pick me up for valleyfair! It was a fantastic day. We got there at opening and went on wild thing, steel venom, and power tower, many times until closing. We got really wet on some water rides and it was hard to dry because the sun come out now and then and sometimes it rained a little. We ate cotton candy, dippin dots, tacos, and scrumptious french fries. And wow, my head got a little headachy near the end, like I had been on the tire swing too much. But I had a blast. And we rode the wild thing at night and saw all the lights, and power tower. And then to finish it all up we rode steel venom. Such great fun. Oh and when Ruth and I were in line for the corkscrew there was this kid who looked like Aaron, carter or Jesse McCartney or that guy from that movie or something and his friend with crazy red curly hair and two girls who looked older then them..O.o Anyways I was noting this, and then his friend asked me if I was excited. I'm almost positive that I said, "I don't know, I can't rememebr if I've been on this ride or not." And now that I think of it, that makes no sense. But whatever. And when me and Ruth were going on the ride he smiled at me or something. I know it was something!!!

Fun day. Friday I went to tennis, and Timothy asked me a few questions, and timothy never talks. It was weird. And Chris was riding his bike around and I asked him why he wasn't playing and he said he's too fat. The thing is, Chris is skinnier then Peter and he's older then me by a little. And then I confused him by saying who know's what. And randomly he told me I could use his tennis racket if I wanted. He has a very nice racket. We did this weird serve and volley challenge or something, and now I guess I'm in that...O.o Huh.. It was a fun time, and it was freezy day! Except later I realized I left my WHY sweatshirt there bescause it had been a cold morning. Oh and me and Britnee watched arthur really early thursday morning at 7:30. It was where the class kept getting in to desk fights and then arthur didn't want to let go of his teddy bear. ..i love it.

after tennis steph picked me up and we had lunch at aculpoco, which was yummy. We decided to go blow her wal*mart gift card at..wal*mart. And she ended up buying cerise a shirt that says, "Sarcasm. just another one of the free services I offer."
And she got a coolio star wars shirt, and she bought me some tennis shoes because I really needed them for tennis. Combat boots get annoying when running in tennis.

We dropped off cerise's shirt at her work, and it was fun because i watched her attend to a bunch of people and it intrigued me.

At steph's there was a bonfire party, and Ruth and Mary came and a whole lot of other people. We played a little tennis in the evening and I had a fun time taking pictures. And we lit sparklers too. After everyone left, Ruth mary, roxy, mellissa and I went in the hot tub. And it's funny hanging out with sevvies (except for ruth)because they're interesting, and laugh alot. This morning I found out there was a party at Pilar's that I almost missed because I had not known about it. I found out cause I was going through blogs, and on Satya's I saw Manda's party comment, and i was all, what the cruff!?!? So i called her and she'll be here soon to pick me up. Leah BETTER come. I also watched their funny little band have practise.

And I decided I really don't ever want to be in a teenage garage sort of band. They're nice for other people, but not me.

Phone g2g.

::quoth anna:: at 12:28 PM