Life of Buck

Saturday, February 25, 2006

weeoo. i'm at cinnoman sugar's house (aka sim) and i've been having mucho fun since last night with my crazy lovely nieces and sim and shell. so there ya go. that's me.

math is utterly unexplainably awful. i used a bunch of my wednesday night youth group time *trying* to work on it but i understood almost none of it. i got help from so many poor people who didn't know what they were getting themselves in to. the most helpful was nikki and satya.

i spent the night at satya's thursday night and i had a lot of fun. we went to cub and i reviewed for my spanish test by naming the produce in espanol and such. we had an AMAZING dinner. (salmon and garlic mashed potatos) and i was even allowed something special...*zip*

we watched figure skating on the olympics cause it's sappy goodness, and an israel travel video!!! it made me want to leap right on over there. which i will hopefully..

haha last night i took some amazing pictures cause i was being hyper. (excited for the weekend) and nate made me smile with himself.

tomorrow is a very special day which i will inform you on later. and i'm doing the message for small group. which is kind of scary considering i don't fully have it worked out yet. just a lot of thoughts and verses to mention, but i do have a theme!! which ties in with the special dayness of tomorrow. i'm excited for church...

::quoth anna:: at 7:17 PM

Monday, February 20, 2006

::quoth anna:: at 1:09 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

so i officially have the stomach flu and if you really would like to know i've thrown up 7 times today. joy!

but i appreicate the pre-comment of this post. (or however you say that) they touched me in different ways.

::quoth anna:: at 3:41 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

so these next few lyric lines are actually from a rap song we danced to in hip hop class yesterday. i know. kill me. but it had piano music at the beginning and it was..touching to the soul. or some cruff like that.

"Yeah, I know that times change
And people change, too
I was a fool just to think that I could change you

Everyone's got stories gone
About a love we once knew
So high in the beginning
Until the world cuts through
And then everything changes
Nothing feels the same
Piece by piece it falls apart until
All that's left is blame

And if I had a chance to do it all over I'd do it exactly the same"

i officially feel swamped and am drowning. my homework load has been awful this semester, especially this week i've been realizing the horridness of it all. ms sletten is probably the most unsensible teacher i know.. augh. so i've been having mental break downs the past couple of nights and it's not been good.
i've been having self breakdowns. today in tap class (all we did was chit chat it up the whole time) we got on the topic of embarrasing moms and people were sharing things about how their moms embarrass them and stuff, and yea... i could feel my eyes getting wet. but i blinked it away.

i guess i'm feeling completely drained. and i love everyone, but i just want to hide away for a while and get things done, or do nothing at all. inside of it sucks.

christine's party was absolutely lovely last saturday..nat's birthday was yesterday, valentine's day is just meh, but i gave manda roses because i love her. uuuh i don't know. stuff.

everything is a blur of insomnia. or something like that. i just can't cope with the things that i use to. what I need? I need more Jesus time... It's funny how I can never get sick of Him.

so yea.. i end with this soup.

i love homemade chicken noodle soup.

::quoth anna:: at 5:08 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

so today is ezra's birthday. another february birthday in my family to speak of..

we went to old mexico, but the buffet for lunch was pretty ..grotest. there was fruit flies everywhere (perhaps a slight exaggeration) and the meat gross and everything friiied. so meh.

and now, i have stupid two algebra lessons to do, hebrew, and i have a huge history test on monday over 5 sections i haven't even read yet. this block schedule thing isn't very ms-sletten-test-friendly.

but yesterday i went to moa. and they had some coolio stuff. and i went to the rainforest cafe with shirley, and heh, they have rain!!! and thunderstorms!! crazy..

school is just odd. wednesday was a bad day, but thursday and friday were much happier... *sigh* choices.

and i'm tired and in an out of it mood so really i can't post any longer, because i really have nothing to say. so there ya go.

::quoth anna:: at 4:10 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

my birthday is officially over. so i guess it's another 364 days til the next one. oh well.

so we baaasically got school off friday because they were testing fire alarms. we were suppose to go to arts classes if we could but we got an excused absence if we couldn't get transportaion. in other words to the teen population: run free little idgits!

so i ended up doing some stuff with manda and christine that day and we had some good times.. so i guess that was a very good nice mellow thing for celebrating my birthday.

saturday was just a complete mess and josh ended up coming over and doing meth or something and i had to watch jennica and yea...not much time to spend i guess..

so went to merrill's birthday party early and other why people did too to celebrate my birthday. it was nice.. sean gave me sea monkeys hehe, and i got some cute little other presents as well. we hung out and they gave me this little brownie cake that people sang happy birthday too.

i guess my honest opinin on the whole thing was that i was too tired to enjoy it more and there was some stupid drama going on between some women. *wink wink* and merrill has mucho school friends over and so it just became this huuuge out of handle teen party. decks of cards flying everywhere, stupid couple hanging on to eachother the whole night, la de da da. meh.

so later sean and peter gave the girls rides back to mandas and we slept over there.

i reeeally just wanted sleep but it took a while. and after having dozed off for a while when we all got settled in bed i woke up to britnee manda and autumn laughing their heads off at weird things..but they were funny, heh. "Not cool!" "You're out of click 5!"

so this morning i definitely ended up falling asleep on pilar's lap during service i was so tired. i didn't mean too.. i just couldn't concentrate. and it was funny because i woke up and sat up and looked down at her knee and i had drooled on her pants. but pilar is amazing and it just made us both laugh.

went out to dinner with sim and michelle and the girls with dad nate and shannon at olive garden annd came back here, (his house) and tried playing battle of the sexes, (my dad couldn't stay awake for the life of him) and ate cake. now i've been bouncing around from doing homework to taking a shower to watching some superballness. (which is quite overrated)

now i think i shall flee for there's not much more to say. oh!
me and manda took some time friday night before christine left and dyed temporary pink streaks in our hair in my bathroom. it was good fun..heh... but mine basically came out after i washed it. so i have to keep redying it if i want it to stay that way. meh.

::quoth anna:: at 8:22 PM